IMBALANCE OF THE HOMEOSTATIS

WHAT IF YOU HAD ALWAYS BELEIVED THAT YOU HAVE A CERTAIN DESTINY AND YOU WILL SEE THROUGH IT WITH EASE. THERE COMES A TIME WHEN YOU REALIZE YOUR DREAMS AND HOPES ,YOU TEND TO EXPECT SOME THINGS FROM YOURSELF AS WELL.YOU THINK ONE DAY YOU WILL LIVE LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT TO. AS YOU GROW OLDER AND THINGS DONT GO ACCORDING TO YOUR PLANS ,YOU TRY TO IGNORE ALL YOUR DISAPPOINTMENTS AND BE OPTIMISTIC.SO ONE FINE DAY YOU GO AROUND DOING THE NORMAL BORING STUFF THAT YOU DO,IT SUDDENLY HITS LIKE A THUNDER BOLT THAT YOUR DREAMS WILL NEVER BE FULFILLED.AND ALL YOUR SUPPOSED MATURITY WILL BE OF NO USE.I WONDER WHY ITS SO DIFFICULT TO DIGEST THAT YOUR NOT THAT DIFFERENT FROM OTHERS ,AND YOU ARE AS PLAIN AS THEM,AND WHATS MORE YOU ARE MORE TROUBLED THAN THE PEOPLE WHO DOESNT DARE TO DREAM.JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATHE AND THINK YOU NEVER GOT TO REACH YOUR IDEAL HEIGHT,OR LOOSE THE EXCESSIIVE WEIGHT THAT YOU CARRY AROUND,YOU ALSO COULDNT BE THE UGLY DUCKLING WHO BECAME THE BEAUTIFUL SWAN.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU ,AND THATS SCARY AND THERE IS NO WAY TO CHANGE THAT.