a grumpy me

When the beautiful sun shines outside, and you feel that its hurting your eyes.
When the cool wind blows, and you feel that its just messing with your hair and making your nose tickle.
When the flowers in the garden are smiling and swaying to and fro (well in this case, its mostly githeyo mirus gas), but you feel that its hogging all the free space.
When you listen to a flawless song such as anything by Regina Spektor, and you feel that noise pollution is causing an ear infection.
When a refreshing lemonade has been tasted, and you feel that its this gooey diabetic inflicting poison.
Well when all of the above happens to me, its time for me to realize that I have made the grave mistake of putting my big foot into my equally big mouth, and have no clue as to how I will extract it out of my mouth. Why do I mess up? And when I do make a mistake, why can't I undo the mistake? Am I the only one who doesn't get a second chance? The most special, crucial, defining moment, life as I knew could have ended at that moment, and I had to show off my mean, cruel, arrogant, obnoxious monster that I am. Shit, shitty, crap, hell, nonsense, I dont know what to say anymore. :(

keeping up with new trends

I've been so busy, didn't get the time to publish my philosophical, deep, and intellectual ramblings. You are free to laugh at me, even I couldn't write the previous sentence with a straight face. So I have been thinking about this for quite some time now. And I decided that I should write about it. See, I have never been a fashionista, don't follow the latest trends. Come to think of it, I don't know the first thing about fashion. By the time I buy something, it's already out dated.
When I was a teenager all the boys who were famous, hit or hot among ladies sported long hair. They will just grow it and then tie it. That's it.Simple. But the current generation of guys have taken fashion to a whole new level. I just don't understand it. Their hair styles made me blog. It's that inspiring.
Their hair do reminded me of some people and I will post their photos. Lets see....I just think that these kind of hair styles should be sported by women, it suits them better. Don't you think so?No pressure, just a thought.