ITS SO NICE TO BE BACK

I have been so busy for the past couple of months ,and I am so glad to be back at blogging.Here are a few things that happened when i was not blogging.Studied my ass off for my final year degree exams.Went back to Maldives.Had lots and lots of fun with my family.Got fresh new visa and came back.One more thing, I watched a movie called Before Sunset,which pissed me off coz only after watching the movie did i realise that I havent seen Before Sunrise,which means that i have only seen the sequel.
As soon as I landed here, I got a call from this lady saying that I have my interview the very next day.Well,how i carried myself in this interview will decide whether I get selected to do a diploma in special education specializing in autism spectrum disorder. Isnt it just amazing,I have been trying to get a chance to do this for quite sometime now.
I have noticed that other bloggers have mentioned that 7.7.7 is a very special date.And all I have got to say is that it is really an auspicious day for me too.As it turned out I got selected to do the autism course.I am so excited,the reality is slowly sinking in.I went for the inaugration of the course yesterday.Another spectacular feature of the programme is that our lecturers hail from THE NATIONAL INSTITUTE FOR MENTAL HEALTH AND NEURO SCIENCE.I am sooooooooo happy for me.You may find this article kinda boring coz its all about me.Forgive me but I just have to let it out.I will get back writing about the crappy side of life some other time.Bye for now.

AND FINALLY THE DAY HAS ARRIVED

I have tried so hard and so long to ignore it.But now there is nowhere to hide .Yes,the time has come.I have to part ways with my most beloved thing.I cant believe i have to let it go.Goodbye my freedom.So long my independence.I am gonna miss you so much.Though i leave for maldives tommorow ,i will never forget you.Gone are the days when i enjoyed the idea of being alone.Gone are the days that i got lost in crowds ,and just absolutely loving the fact that they had no idea who i was.It was a manic depressive who convinced me that being lost is an exciting thing.All the new habits that i have picked up will be weird for my relatives but i dont give a damn.I plan to catch the next flight back as soon as i go there.The clean fresh air of maldives doesnt fascinate as much as my freedom fascinates me.

A WEEK IN MY LIFE

Its amazing how much a person gets to experience in just a week 's time.Its also amazing how we got conditioned to use a word like week to describe a certain period of time.I dont even remember when i learned this word.Anyway enough about this topic.As i was saying a lot of things happened last week.A eunuch slapped my butt.It was wierd cause normally they do not disturb women . So i have come to the conclusion that it was a cross dresser who slapped my butt.What else, oh yes i was playing very loud Jimi Hendrix when our maid said she cant clean my room unless i turned down the music .And the salt was added to the injury when my mom took the maids side. I went shopping with my mom she bought flowers and a vase.She arranged the flowers in the vase and kept it next to my computer .Here comes the beautiful part she watered the flowers and the water in return gave a bath to my keyboard.Hence,i was unable to use it for a couple of days.Right now i dont have the energy to write about the depressing stuff cause its very depressing.

I admire Irish accent.I think its the cutest accent of them all.Now let me go back in time to understand when this particular liking started.Oh by the way its Northern Irish accent.I think it might be Daniel Day Lewis' fault.Yes I blame him for acting in In The Name Of The Father.The movie was great,he looked amazingly handsome ,and he was Irish in it.
Now the next person to be blamed is the late Phil Lynnot.Yes he is half Irish and he sang Dublin.He is also partly at fault.I know this is not a big deal,but we should always try to search for answers.We should not always look at the tip of the ice berg.

A PINCH OF ANGER ,AND A DROP OF GIDDINESS.

I think split personalities are created because of individuals like me.I just feel that I nuture all types of emotions that shouldnt be inside a single person.The hedonist in me that I constantly showoff has picked up a fight with the pessimist in me.And the worst part is that the pessimistic me refuses to vanish.I just cant support both of them.Pessimistic me is built of anger,loads and loads of resentment,and not to mention a huge amount self loathing.On the other hand the hedonist me doesnt give a damn about the daily hassles of life.It just wants to appreciate the finer things in life.I am so attached to all of my emotions that I refuse to take sides.Hence, I have no choice but to become a split personality.Now all this must sound like a whole lot of crap but I am genuinely upset.

BLOGGING IS THERAPEUTIC.

I sometimes ask myself why do i like blogging.I never had a diary or a journal before.And i never had fancied neither.I think of blogging as a holistic approach for healing ones soul.Our soul gets crushed ,hurt or disappointed on a daily basis.And there arent many options for releasing stress in a healthy way.I say blogging is therapeutic just like a person having a lot of anger locked up inside chooses boxing or wrestling as a healthy alternative to cool off. While blogging i dont hasitate loosing my inhibitions which normally restricts me from saying whats on my mind.And even better is the part where i get comments from many faceless names.And the best part is that their critcisms doesnt do any damage to my soul.Its all about the freedom of expressing my inner self.And at other times its just about blabbering until i run out of words and my mind becomes a clean white sheet of paper.There is nothing more beautiful than an empty mind.

THE BEGINNING OF A CRAPPY DAY.

I officially declare that this is the crappiest day of 2007 so far.I wish i could kick todays ass for being so god damn crappy.It all started when i woke up in the middle of the night ,and i must add that i woke up just without any reason whatsoever.Yup, i didnt have to pee or anything, i just woke up.After that all hell broke loose coz my sleep kept getting disrupted periodically, and that too without any reason.I have a teeny tiny headache i think its due to the excessive amount of resentment i have towards this existing sunday.And Led Zeppelins music aint helping at all.Its like Robert Plant is as pissed off as myself.I hate today and every thing that i set my eyes upon.I am so angry that i changed the look of my crappy blog.This is by far the most useless post i have published.

A WORLD WITHOUT LEADERS

I HAVE BEEN THINKING ,WHAT IF WE CAN GET RID OF ALL THE WORLD LEADERS.A LEADER FREE SOCIETY. I THINK IT SOUNDS RATHER APPEALING.OF COURSE MY NARCISSTIC PERSONALITY ALLOWS ME TO APPRECIATE MY IDEAS.BUT SERIOUSLY I DONT THINK THAT ANY THING BAD CAN COME OUT OF HAVING A LEADERLESS WORLD.THE WORLD WASNT DESIGNED IN A WAY THAT IT WOULD EXPLODE WITHOUT A LEADER.THERE ARE MEN ,WOMEN ,ANIMALS,PLANTS ,BUT I HAVENT SEEN AN ENTITY CALLED A LEADER WHICH WAS CREATED BY MOTHER NATURE.IT IS JUST A FICTITIOUS POSITION CREATED BY SOMEONE WHO FELT UNEASY ABOUT THE EXTENT THAT OTHERS WERE ABLE TO ENJOY LIFE.EACH ONE SHOULD STICK TO THEIR OWN RULES WHICH THEY FEEL IS ALRIGHT .NO NEED TO SPY ON OTHERS ,JUST SPEND TIME SMELLING ONES OWN GUIBURI.